Saturday, June 21, 2008

Its been 1 month since i last seen or spoke to her, I Love her so much she has been tattooed into my heart and even erased it left a scar, i have been living in pain,sometimes it hurts when i inhale, i wake up in the middle of the night when my phone rings hoping its her but it was never her , i feel like i am no longer who i am , The saying goes " what hurts you will only make u stronger" but what if it hurts u mentally and u have nth left to fight for there's no point to fight anymore whats the point of being stronger , for this pass one month i was with my close buddy till very late at night so i can try to forget her but its not working , i miss her sweet voice, her pretty face, her laughter but if i truly love her i must let her go and its not a choice its what i have to do . . . cry a river build a bridge and get over it

I feel like hell but whats hell if i die is that when i am going i am not afraid coz i have been in hell for a month already right now i smell like smoke

for updates i will be leaving singapore for something i have sign up for and when will i be back ? maybe never but well if i die or live it doesn't matter i am already dead

Posted by Adrian Low at 7:16 AM