Tuesday, July 1, 2008

well been trying to Sleep but guess I was woken up by another nightmare with the things i have seen with my eye's sometimes i really wonder is there really a God if there is what is he doing ? . . . been waking up in cold sweat for so long now, its not as if what i did was wrong i was only there to set thing's right . . . thinking about her alot nowadays wonder what she doing and is she happy its been more then a month since i last contacted her and with all this things happening in my life i can still say no person can replace her in my heart coz she has done alot for me its just that i never treasured it if only i can turn back time . . . now when i think about the things i have done to her i don't feel human i feel more like a bustard maybe even a beast if only i could think before but if she didn't left me i won't think but now its too late to go back or is it ? there's only hope . . . the pain i feel now is like bullets in my chest i can hardly breath . . i will be leaving singapore soon and i wish i can see her 1 last time before i go coz she has been a angel by my side for 3 years . . . gotta wake up at 7.30 so i will end it here

Posted by Adrian Low at 1:45 PM