Monday, January 5, 2009

looking back at the times when all i care about was myself and what i wanted and didn't spare a tot for the one i loved, and even at the last minute i said stupid things, honestly i have regretted alot. I was almost inhuman and never gave her any security and looking back i seriously can see how much better i could have treated her there are just so much things i have done so wrong but i guess i will never have the chance to ever change that, maybe after i ord i will try, not to restart or redo things but to cont and change things only if i have that chance . . . it sure is a big word but i will at least have to try . . . i still think about her everyday and night and she is the only girl i could EVER love and no one else and somehow i think this break up really gave me a chance to think of what i did wrong and now i really feel like a beast . . . meanwhile i will just continue to do what i need to do and that is to complete serving my nation with all i have . . . i haven heard from her for so long now i am really starting to miss her. . . . I remember i told her once if somehow we break up during my NS, i will come back for her after i end my NS


Chance and forgiveness is not something one can take away from another by force , it can only be given to you - from Someone Special

Posted by Adrian Low at 6:16 AM