Sunday, February 8, 2009

yeah that's the word but what does it really mean?, in the dictionary it has many meanings like -

1.	a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.

2.	a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.

3.

sexual passion or desire.

well but don't you then realize it still don't make sense well maybe love has just no meaning.

recently i met a girl whom i really care alot for but that isn't love because i have no reasons to say i love her, I have loved? someone so much before but it turned out to be just a sexual desire of mine and i really regretted that all the happiness went down the drain and begged to somehow go back in time . . . and learned whats lost is lost it can never be the same again,

there's no way i would ever go into a relationship with another girl thats not something i am capable of doing because the pain of losing someone is terrible that i have felt at full force . . . she still in my mind somehow and all i can do is wish her happiness in whatever she does

Whats with me and Michelle's ARGH! irritating name