Sunday, November 29, 2009

Well today my uncle asked me along to bring the kids prawning at punggol since i had to collect my car i went and then after prawning we decided to have our meal there at the jap bbq area . . . and then i caught a glance of her but decided not to say anything but after a while decided to go over to her table to wish her since its her birthday . . . after that decided that since its her birthday didn't wanted to make her feel uneasy so i decided to leave first . . . well at least i gotta wish her happy birthday in person but i guess she wouldn't have wanted me to be there in the first place

Posted by Adrian Low at 7:25 AM

Sunday, November 22, 2009

well been super busy with the Christmas setups, hardly have any time for myself but at least i get to catch a movie every weekend . . . today is pretty much a day for reflections spend the whole day in bed only left home to shop at rivervale for groceries but decided there's not much to buy anyway so drove around for awhile and went back home . . . well at least this week has a holiday on fri and that means more rest

What does it take for me to go back into my old life ? . . . i am stuck in the future now but i really wanna go back so bad . . . i wish i didn't had to say stupid things but i still hope its not too late for forgiveness

I mean i still remember where we first met , when we cried and laughed , where we used to go and where we dined . . . I really want you back in my life and i really can't live without you and i am serious and will never ever hurt you again

Posted by Adrian Low at 6:31 AM

Monday, November 2, 2009

Well today was told to settle something at the northeast ( last min ) , so went down there to fix up a visual on the way saw my old warrant officer Jega, we used to say a joke about him coz he was a boxer and whoever goes into a lift and the bell rings he would start kicking the shit outta you and when your floor is reached you would most probably get knocked out COLD ! . . . then when i went into the place where i was suppose to settle the stuff i ended up seeing someone whom i never erased out of my great memories and when i saw her my heart totally sank as if like jumping outta a plane with nth and those memories just tsunamied into my mind and if felt totally fucked up seriously if you guys know what i did you did seriously give me a slap to wake up my idea , she seriously deserves tons better then what i gave her a couple of years ago, gosh if god over all his greatest miracle decide to turn things around and gave me a chance i would treat her like an Angel but i guessed even if i sold my soul the devil i would never get that chance ever again . . . recently i met my old friend for a relaxed fishing session he said dude a couple of years ago you got nth no money and you never expected to own a car and now you got everything a 21 year old with his own power and skill can never have , then i told him dude first of all i am not rich and even if i am it can't get me everything i want in life , then he said what else do you want ? . . . i thinked hard for a moment and said dude i want my old life back even if i am poor at least i am happy and i want to make it all work out unlike the last time which i fucked up big time then we just sat there quietly . . . talking about all this its her 21st birthday in like 27 more days but guess she would have alot of friend celebrating it for her if only i was a shapeshifter ( ' ' . ) haiz big time

Posted by Adrian Low at 5:13 AM