Monday, May 3, 2010
I always say " Leave the past behind hold on to your presents and forge your future ". I can only say that to console you but honestly i never left my past behind she still lingers in me and i still want her back in my life even if i have to wait for the rest of my life , even if it never happens, i will still only love her . . . i am sorry and i really hated it when you say to use you to forget her because i care for you as a friend , be smart and you will find the right guy . . . I can only be a friend nothing more and nth will happen no matter what you try to do , my heart is made by her and for her no one else can remake this . . . so don't shed your tear for me seriously it won't change a thing
Sometimes when i look back at my failed relationship, sometimes i feel very happy but when i think hard i hated myself and i believe nth can change the past whatever done cannot be undone
a close relative once said " If you get her back are you sure you won't repeat your habits ? " i was lost with no answer and he said " once you are sure of what you want and is strong enough to change things then you are ready " , he also said it takes a normal man to make a mistake but a better one to admit and change . . . but now i am sure i will not repeat my mistakes and her coming back into my life would be the happiest thing that could ever happen in history but is it too late already ? God please tell me what to do now it still hurts like hell when i think of the way i treated her but i want her back so badly i am willing to trade the rest of my life just for the one day that i can be with her .....
Posted by Adrian Low at 8:40 AM